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i dont need anymore heartbreak 
Lord
I said
please
I said
But that's not what
He said
You never promised this wouldn't hurt
Once again the adage remains true
Not just advancing with suffering
but through suffering
Oh how unprepared I am
To follow you
To want what you want
Change my heart
O God
Break it and remake it
So it will be 
fully yours

Rain

God is good
Tennis
Endorphins
Oranges
Rain
Rice cake
Quiet space
Got to rest
Hear Him speak
Soy milk
Ries cake
Little surprises
Walking on
Caught di in the corridor
Hahahaha
Ah my friends
How good to be here
My Father's timing is perfect
And I trust Him~